Gastric

khei sick again

felt suffer

gastric??

er...

i don't know~

PAINFUL argh...

but...today afternoon i still going out ate tomyam with my friend again

one week ate two time

wow...

its really delicious

i still want eat ~

am i crazy?

i admit i'm really crazy

now

i really don't know what am i doing now

so blur

nothing i can do

nothing i can said

nothing i can decide

nothing i can study

nothing i can blogging again

lastly,for jason

i'm really happy that can get contact with you again

really^^

i really don't know why so mang "dog"around me??

i really hate them~

don't SHOW OFF

if not,we are not friend again!!!

i'm serious~~

about my studies

i can't concentrate on it

it really difficult

i already try my best

n do my best

just hope can use my result to prove that

I AM SUCCESS

by the way

i'm just a simple girl

i also hope that my hubby can always beside me

support me

accompany me

but in your eye

i'm a special girl

because

u think that its no need accompany me

anyway,its okie

i din't angry you at all

erm...i LOVE sick

because

at this time

i can stop thinking other thing...

can sleep well^^

finally i have jason contact number again
hope this time won't lost his number again
and
start sms with him
like last time
happy-ing

thanks for viewed my blog everyday
i'm felt surprise when u told me u viewed my blog everynight


these few day
a lot of people sick
so
please take care,friends


don't sick  yaa...


and i felt stressful argh!!!
not enough time let me prepare my august test
OMG...


god,please let me have more time

Boy boy

i would like to talking about our boy boy again

today morning

all of us were very happy

because i suggest a funny way to scare him

by the way...

i din't do it

because i cant stop laughing

so,i ask wee lek to help me

at this time,

our boy boy suspect we were talking about him

and he look at us

finally...

we din't do it

because yan yan laughing !!!

and she keep "punch"me

but i hope that

tomorrow will have the chance to let him understand what we were laughing today

but

boy boy...

don't angry if we really do it~

haha

still left 1 week

he will go to kl argh...

i admit that

he is a good boy

he is a cute boy

he is a handsome boy

and

important is 

he is GOOD in mathematics

how it 's it??

he is handsome,right?

by the way,

i think all of us will appreciate the time that you still stay in Bentong

and we are enjoy 

crazy with you

doing mathematics together

laughing together

and eat Tomyam together

okie?

what?!!
what's going on??
how come all the thing become like that?

problem start appear again
i have try my best to solve it
and
don't think it
but
can u stop simply give me an answer?
i hate this!!!!

i'm not angry you at all
i just don't know who am i?
why all your thing
i'm not the frst people know?
whereas is the last people ?
and is through facebook?
actually WHO AM I ???

who can tell me??

today damn tired
after school at 2:45pm
but going back at 6:00pm
it is because
my friend and me stay back to finish a drawing
we almost finish all
now
still left 3 people head...
hope can finish it as fast as possible
so that,all of us can concentrate on our exam
and also can accompany our "boy boy"

nothing i can said again
i'm speechless again
i have a lot trouble
i don't know i can settle it or not
but
i don't have confidence to solve it
so
i think i will not dare to face it
=.=|||

i'm so sorry
these few day i'm not in the good mood
and always get angry
sorry about that if make u all trouble

by the way,I"M REALLY  MOODY.
so...
please don't make me angry
and scold people
i have a lot of thing need to be done

刚刚看了一篇文章
如果早几个月我看到了这篇文章
那么我就不会那么痛苦了
不过
都过去了
希望你们知道
也不要再犯同样的错误
我爱你

你要知道，假若她不喜欢你，你根本就没有本事让她哭泣，即使让她生气也不会超过2天！


而这一切都只是因为她喜欢你，而这一切都因为你还不够在意她不够懂她……


于是，你们时常争吵，你认为她脾气不好，她认为你不够迁就她……


于是，你们总是冷战，你以为她不喜欢你，她以为你不在乎她……


于是，你们总莫名其妙的彼此错过，也许擦身而过本身就是一种悲伤着的无奈与幸福……






要知道，凄美依然是美的一种，并且美的绚丽悲凉而沧桑，那是更加的美~


因为她喜欢你，所以才偶尔冲你发火，时常对你撒娇。



因为她喜欢你，所以才会生你的气；


而又是因为喜欢你，她才不会去生气那么久。




你可知道，每个女孩的心都是水晶做的，晶莹剔透，很容易就碰伤摔碎。


你可知道，每个女孩都是不设防的，你那么轻易就闯进她的心，走的时候却只留下伤害！


她从来都不知道，这个世界上根本没有可以让她哭的人，因为真正值得让她哭的那个人根本舍




不得让她哭……


她会很矜持，她会很骄傲，她会很冷淡，她总是嘴里说着“你走开”，心里却一直叫你留下。




请竖起你的耳朵，也请打开你的心，去听她内心真正的呼唤吧，而不是她嘴里的口是心非！



她会看着你转身，然后她跟着你转身；当侧身而过的时候，你看不见她的泪，那是滂沱在心里




的泪~




如果你喜欢她，请多陪陪她；如果你喜欢她，请多宠宠她；如果你喜欢她，请多让让她……


如果你真的喜欢她，请你去听听她内心的声音，那是一种呐喊！请你张开臂膀拥抱她！




在爱情世界里，你们总是彼此伤害着，彷佛这样才能证明自己爱得激烈，爱到轰轰烈烈！


可是，爱情没有孰对孰错，更没有你比我多我比你少的概念。


你爱她，她爱你，如此就已经足够，不要试图让彼此受伤，让彼此更加脆弱悲伤。


你们彼此相爱需要的是温暖、是幸福、是甜蜜、是快乐，而不是伤害。




不要用沉默宣战，不要互不相让，更不要什么话都不讲就漠然离去。



要知道，当你离去的时候，你的眼睛起了雾，她的眼角泛着泪光……



越是安静，战火就越传，这是冷战，也是彼此的伤害。无论以后怎么的复合，那些伤口是曾经




存在的，是你怎么也抹不去的……




请给她一个拥抱，用你的拥抱去化解她心里的悲伤与眼角的泪水。


她喜欢你，她绝对不会拒绝你的拥抱，她只会害怕你的冷漠、转身的无声安静。




请记住，相爱的人不要宣战，因为带来的伤害超出你的预计。



也请记住，只要你喜欢她，没什么是你接受不了的，只要你喜欢她，就喜欢她的一切一切。



那么她所有的小性子、所有的坏脾气、所有的臭毛病在你眼里都是撒娇。



也请记住，她喜欢你，需要的不是你真的转身，她嘴里说着的也不是她真心话。



她只是想你宠她，想你抱她……



哪怕，没有道歉……

刚刚和日本朋友吃了Tomyam
他真的很可爱~
今天他跟我们去上physics
而……
发觉他的数学真的很厉害！！
好佩服他哦
他哦……在学校有很多粉丝哦
下课的时候，班外面都站了很多小妹妹
还有人更要求他签名 [很夸张哦]
弄到他很不好意思
今天是他第二天在我们班
比较熟了
他讲话也比较多了
他……真的很可爱
迟点我会把它可爱的照片放上来。

昨晚发生了很不愉快的事
但
我控制自己
所以……很冷静的想了很久很久
放心
我没什么
谢谢我的宝贝一直信息我
担心我
还一直道歉
“宝贝，对不起……让你担心了。
也让你心痛”
你不好生气我
也不要不开心

我想最近我会减少上网的次数了
因为
考试真的要到了
要好好加油

无论你怎样对我

我都深深的爱你

因为

我今天才知道

我的心

并没有不见

它……

还住在你的心里

不愿意离开

请你也不要赶它走

我爱你

Moody

another day again
2day morning i quiite dun have mood go to skul
gt a feeling wan ponteng~
but...
i dun have any reason give to my mom
so...still goin to skul

today Bentong quite cool [ i mean wether]
cos...raining whole day
AND...
i got a new frenz from japan!!!!
wakaka

last time,Mr.Lam said he will goin to form 4 class
but bcos of form 4 dun hav any student can speak japanese
so...
he stay at our class for 2 week!!!!
tis is the onli one make me happy
but...
our junior curious abt him
where he go
everyone are looking on him
duno why they done tat
kaka

by the way...
WELCOME TO MALAYSIA AND TO SMK KETARI
hope kazu enjoy it^^

today felt stress too
i reli nid ur msg to comfort me
but
u din did it~
n you think tat tis is not for you~
but...
it is for you~~~

take k,frenz
dun sick~~~

I love you a lot...
I need you...
Please...
don't leave me
ok??

finally the truth is he died...
reli sad n suprise when i heard tis news
by the way...
hope all his family cheer up
n b strong
he wan see u all hapi
take k

less talk
less contact
less meet
"LESS"...
why a lot of less appear in my life??

problem start appear
not like last time
i'm tired to solve all these pro
can i dun wan face these all pro

can i b alone again??
can sum1 acc me
can sum 1 understand me
can u hear me
n not scolding me?
i reli nid u!!!!

OMG...
i reli useless...

i nid sum1shoulder
i wan cry
reli beh tahan!!!!!

stressful...
how am i goin to face exam??!!!

我的妈呀……
文冬最近到底怎么了？
为什么发生那么多事?
我……
真的接受不到~
我快崩溃
老天……
为什么要那么的不公平？
为什么要把一位心地善良的生命给夺走？

Sadness

duno u will see this post or not...
do u noe tat
i'm missing u now??
i want sms u ...
will u reply me??
or still continue busy ur thing??

we less contact in this few month
many thing has been chg~

n a lot of thing happend btw us

i miss you
and
i love you

reli hope tat time will stop at here~
so tat...
we still can continue our relationship

watever...
in fact
i cant control it
so tat
i just can acept it!!!

exam coming soon
getting feel stress~
cant sleep well at nite
cant concentrate on studies
my brain owaz in blur condition
WTF...
how can i face exam in this situation??

今天知道了一个让大家都心痛の 消息
有位聪明…开朗…幸福の 学弟去世了
和没有聊过天
但知道他是位很好学的男生
他……
很帅……
可惜~
老天爷太早把他带走了。。。
太不公平了！！！


以下是某报纸的文章

細菌感染發高燒
優秀生割瘡送命

（文冬21日訊）細菌感染奪命，中學生壯志未酬，令家人悲痛欲絕！一名中三成績優秀學生黃偉健，由于大腿生瘡必須進行小手術切除，但在切除手術后發燒，醫生指受到細菌感染，必須留院治療。
經過8天治療后，昨天下午醫生說可以出院，健康良好，怎知道在晚上約8時發高燒，進而昏迷，立即被家人送往醫院，再于晚上9時許轉送淡馬魯中央醫院，卻不幸于今早8時許去世。
死者父親黃運成（49歲）今天受詢時指出，其子不辛去世，文冬中央醫院也應要負起責任，為什么孩子病還沒好就讓他出院。
他說，雖然不打算向醫院追究，但希望這事件能成為借鏡，文冬中央醫院必須加以改善，贈加設備及有經驗的醫生，並希望文冬國會議員兼衛生部長拿督斯里廖中萊關注。

我……
无话可说……
大家心里都有了个清楚的见识

只可以说……
朋友们
好好珍惜眼前所拥有の一切


没有人知道下一秒会发生什么事
好好的活着每一天！

just now i was goin to viewed tat ppl profile again

this time

i din feel unhapi

however

i feel hapi n lucky

broke v him~

i din regret!!!!

last week...

i met him in skul

many thing appear in my mind

when together v him...

we got a lor of "sweet thing"in skul

have smile,anger,tears...

a lot ...reli a lot....

we noe each other from FS

he is the one who which me in my 15 bufday

OMG....

i still remember this kind of thing...

haha

mayb this is the onli thing

tat can lt me not angry him again

unluckly...

my brain still got some memory tat r bad!!!!

watever...

now he gt his beloved

hope they happy~

by the way...

i'm sure tat i'm hapi than them!!!!

haha

alright...

stop chating abt him~~~

thi week i felt that 

I"M BECOME LAZY 

please...i dun wan lazy argh....

have to WAKE UP ~~~

i'm Suƨsнi иGaи
i LOVE this name
because i love sushi so much

today get a news from frenz
she said we will having our exam on 16 ogos!!!
OMG....
such a bad news for me
i haven buy physical chemistry reference book.
and pengajian am book !!!
i nid both of it...
** URGRNT!!!!

if end of this month i still haven got it...
i sure will fail !!!

these few days
i become lazy
seldom open book n doin revision
izzit a signal tat means i will FAIL???

Oh no...
can i avoid FAIL ???
i wan PASS in all subject!!!!
this is my WISH...
please pray fer me~

these few days...
ntg happened!
kaka

but...frenship btw me n yan yan become better if commpare to last time
we go out having our BELOVED.....Tomyam together after skul
yummy....its reli yummy!!!
if u wan taste it,contact me~~
haha
unlucky...
somebody was changed!!!
i reli scare this type of ppl~
"DOUBLE FACE"people....
I HATE YOU....

okok...
tomoro hav tuition at kl....
tired day fer me again!!!
n start from next week,
i will start tuition physics~
do u noe tat....
physics tuition time is right after sckul...
tat means ....
i have go to tuition v my skul uniform until abt 4 or 5 pm....

Izzit form 6 life is lik tat??
did i reli enjoy it??
i reli can pass in STPM???
full of question in my brain~

right now,i reli scare my studies!!!
hope i can handle it...

今晚要看球看球看球
哈哈……
希望不要睡着啦~

今天他答应我
带我去配隐性眼睛哦
很开心……
爱你哟♥♥

最近的时间真的过得很快
今天星期五了
很多功课
每一天都在忙功课
可能因为这样吧
时间总过得特别快

不过，我很喜欢这种感觉
因为很充实
也希望能尽快的渡过这几个月
过了这几个月
我的生活
又要从新开始了！
这是我的目标

你……应该明白我再讲什么吧？

他的convo日期确定了咯
在星期日~
我可以去。。。
可是，我真的很怕撞到考试
无论如何
我还是会出席的！

是我想太多？
还是，
问题真的出现了？
我不知道
也不敢去面对
所以每一次，我都当没事
忘掉这一切
我做对了吗？

我爱你~

有时候，莫名的心情不好，不想和任何人说话，只想一个人静静的发呆
　　
　　有时候，突然觉得心情烦躁，看什么都觉得不舒服，心里闷的发慌，拼命想寻找一个出口。
　　
　　有时候，发现身边的人都不了解自己，面对着身边的人，突然觉得说不出话。
　　
　　有时候，感觉自己与世界格格不入，曾经一直坚持的东西一夜间面目全非。
　　
　　有时候，突然很想逃离现在的生活，想不顾一切收拾自己简单的行李去流浪。
　　
　　有时候，别人突然对你说，我觉得你变了，然后自己开始百感交集。
　　
　　有时候，希望时间为自己停下，做完己还没来得及做的事情。
　　
　　有时候，想一个人躲起来脆弱，不愿别人看到自己的伤口。
　　
　　有时候，突然很想哭，却难过的哭不出来。
　　
　　有时候，夜深人静，突然觉得不是睡不着，而是固执地不想睡。
　　
　　有时候，走过熟悉的街角，看到熟悉的背影，突然就想起一个人的脸。
　　
　　 有时候，明明自己心里有很多话要说，却不知道怎样表达。
　　
　　有时候，觉得自己拥有着整个世界，一瞬间却又觉得自己其实一无所有。
　　
　　真的只是有时候，明明自己身边很多朋友，却依然觉得孤单。
　　
　　有时候，很想放纵自己，希望自己痛痛快快歇斯底里地发一次疯。
　　
　　有时候，突然找不到自己，把自己丢的 无影无踪。
　　
　　有时候，心里突然冒出一种厌倦的情绪，觉得自己很累很累。
　　
　　有时候，看不到自己未来的样子，迷茫的不知所措。
　　
　　有时候，发现自己一夜之间长大了。
　　
　　有时候，听到一首歌，就会突然想起一个人。
　　
　　有时候，希望能找个人好好疼爱自己，渴望一种安全感。 可当那个可以疼你的人出现的时候，你却偏执地退隐。
　　
　　有时候，别人误解了自己有口无心的一句话，心里郁闷的发慌。
　　
　　有时候，被别人伤害，嘴上讲没事，其实心里难过的要死。
　　
　　有时候，常常在回忆里挣扎，有很多过去无法释怀。
　　
　　有时候，很容易感动别人的关怀， 有时候却麻木地像个笨蛋。
　　
　　有时候，看着时间一点点流逝，任凭叹息，自己却无能为力。
　　
　　其实，有时候，真的会想这么多。　　
　　跟朋友装沉默，跟陌生人讲心里话。对于在乎你的，不想让Ta们担心，有时候，没有消息就是一种好消息。其实，很想说“我很好”，或许是昧着心说谎，也只是想把最灿烂的一面，放在每个人对自己印象的首页。
　　
　　丢了的自己，要记得捡回来……