Tuesday, August 3, 2010

today i really don't have a good mood
don't why
i easy angry today
keep ignore friend
even talking phone with nicks also the same
WTF...

i receive 3 bad news today
one is...
kazu[my boy boy]will leave Bentong at this thursday
so...
Thursday will be his last day in Bentong and SMK KETARI
by the way...
i will visit him when i am going to Japan
haha

second is...
this saturday got class
have go to skul as usual
is thursday timetable...
but
i got tuition!!!
so...
HOW???
still thinking........

third is...
receive a friend message
state that he is going to leave me alone again
but 
it will bring happiness to him
maybe it is a good decision
but
why he telling me??
he sure know that
i will sad when i know this news
maybe he like to see me sad
see my tears drop down

alright...
alone let my become strong 
i know that he will always support me
although he is not besides me
i also know that he will lend me his shoulder when i need it
right??

i am in blur condition
don't know who am i
arghhh.....

i'm getting crazy
can i cry for whole night??
can i sleep whole day??

我真的不知道该怎样?!
很想发泄出来
可是
我并不知道什么事
我真的很累
知道吗?
你在哪里?
我真的很需要你

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